Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Planning Arrghh! Blarght!!! Gwarrrythisklgfs! *%98&?@ $! ! nYarGhtAS! i wrote a terrible terrible essay for my soci test today! i am so upset! it has got to be the shortest essay i have written. but that's not the problem! i dont think i answered the question! and all
those pple who finished early....what's up with that? have u not heard of CSOSWDNFE disease?? yeah it's legitimate! it's called short for 'competitve-stress-on-students-who-did-not-finish-early' disease! so yeah...i think i may flunk this piece! and it's a freakin' 30%!!! wail!!!
sigh...this just completely screws up my plan! Plan Y and Plan A are totally out now... and I'm not sure if i can go through Plan S. unless of course i do well for my other modules and score in final exam. but that's hard. I guess i can still go through Plan N and and Plan ESH. it's not all lost. But i don't want to have to resort to Plan H! *shudder* unless...unless if it is Plan H (a) where Plan W is incorporated into it! But if Plan H (b)...no way! that's not for me! There is Plan T but it's hard for Plan W to be incorporated to Plan T then. And the wild plan would be Plan O. And that needs mucho moola so i can pursue Plan A. sometimes i wonder if it's good to have goals. it can be downright depressing!
i was on the bus...trying to focus on things other than my 'plans'. and was going pretty well! until they played Hilary Duff!!! Augh! such agony! not one! noOooo...they played
2 songs! i unplug...and after a while plug it back...and the song continues! whoa! i mean, don't get me wrong or anything...that girl really cant sing. and finally..a good ol-fashioned song. i cant remember who's it from..but it has like "best days of my life" chorus line in it. but i'm not sure which one when i googled. it is rocky-alternative..and sounds good. so if anyone knows, do holler! would greatly appreciate it! =D
there is something about bus 151. everyone sleeps! seriously! the ride is so long, pple can just have a nice little nap before reaching their destination without missing their stop. i know. i tried. but because pple sleep, there are few habits which has unfortunately involved me. like today for instance, was the 2nd time somebody nodded to sleep...into my territory. this usually irks me. hello! my space! i wanna sleep too! (because i get on early, i usually get window seats). but today, it was a kid. a small primary school kid. must have been so tired studying for streaming i guess. so i didn't give my evil glare (that scares pple!) and let him nod off. itwas only his shoulder invading my space so not that bad. i have many experiences with buses. tkgians can tell u that. is it any wonder why my skin is so thick now? fwahaha...
well, i should study for econs now to make up for dismal soci. surprisingly, i'm beginning to like econs again! prob because i understand better after reading! hees... so the battle of major is btw econs and soci. who shall win? deng-deng-deng... i realised now how my blog has no logical flow. aaah...now i know why i did bad for my essay.....
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Sunday, September 25, 2005
Carpe diemToday...did not turn out to be what i planned. well, that's usual of course! i figured i could slip in a couple of hours before and after the meeting today..but that certainly didn't happen! haha... my only comfort was that i managed to study a bit of econs yesterday (amidst the screams of young children!). studied at macs near my house...and yes, there were many other kids studying for the O's, A's..and get this, a group of tweens studying for PSLE! dude! like is it me, or is the entire singapore population obsessed with exams? it's like a national event...sept/oct/nov.. u see kids everywhere studying! and they
want to! eew! mind you, i'm one of them too! it's alright if they turn out to be intelligent and stuff...but if it is wasted on them like those 'smart' ppl who slur racist remarks on their blogs....
And speaking of events, Hurricane Rita was not so bad as expected. phew! u know, i didn't really bother about natural disasters and stuff. it's not that i'm apathetic. it's just that you know, natural disasters do happen! what can u do about it? it can happen to you, to me...to anybody! i don't get it when people question "how could a disaster destroy such a powerful nation as the US?". true, the US is powerful...but it is also human. it is not above God..or for some out there, nature. it's a great equaliser, isn't it? but of course, when some idiot is running the country...well, that's just worse. he's human...and humans can make things a little more equal for some than others... hope everyone out there is alright. despite what they say, u can rebuild ur life..just needs a bit of courage, hope and positivity.
you know, on one hand, you have ppl who are studying really hard about facts, numbers and theories. but on the other hand, u have pple actually living what life is really about..the highs, the lows. do u sometimes feel that when u are studying, like being in school, you are on pause in ur life-movie? i do. and it makes me guilty. it also makes me feel less human. i don't understand how those victims feel because i cant! and i don't pretend i can. they're suffering, yes, but i just cant truly understand how they feel. neither can u. not unless u're there yourself. does that make u feel guilty too? i don't know. maybe eh?
well, a lifetime is nothing to boast abt. it's short. period. but how do u want to spend urs?
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Thursday, September 22, 2005
What Holidays?Ok..have not been blogging a while... well, actually, since when have i blogged regularly?? fwahaha... but whenever i try to submit an intelligent entry, my computer decides to be temperamental and reboots itself happily. i guess my computer does not want me to show the world how intelly-gent i am! hehe...
i had a four day mid-term break..which is really sad because (a) i start school again on friday!!! and (b) it's only four days!!! (how incredibly evil!) and (c) i've got so much work to complete that i didn't have much time to really take off and chill! Dreaming of a get-away holiday to a lovely island turned out to be just...dreaming. seriously, i need to get out of singapore! i shall plan big for my december hols!
but now is now...and i have two coming tests awaiting for me next week! augh!!! double augh!!! plus a project due and oodles of tutorial assignments. right... now doesnt' that sound fun? oh! but i did finally manage to watch Kim Possible: So the Drama!!! and kim and ron is together! yay!! so sweet! oh god! my holiday is really sad! shall go find a travel agent tomorrow...sigh...
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005
The pain! Oh the Pain!!!ok...there is something wrong with me. and I do not mean mentally, all you wise guys out there! :p what i mean is there's something physically wrong with me! i'm like hurting everywhere! first it was my toes on my right foot. all the toes except the big one hurts when i walk or like flex them! then...there's the right knee... i have a pretty weak right knee...so if i keep bending them fully too much, it like cracks and then it hurts! then i cant kneel anymore! but the cake of it all! oh the mother of all pain... is in my mouth! (again, wiseguys, shush! you know who you are!) more specifically, my gum where a wisdom tooth supposedly resides at the moment. my mom says that the wisdom tooth is prob gonna like grow or something. but is it supposed to be painful? that area kinda like swelled and it's painful to swallow! (no idea why!) and i cant really bite! eating is painful! sobs! plus it gives me a whopping headache once in a while! and i cant talk properly now! i cant say my "s's"! bah! not in a very good mood, to say...
so while i was supposed to interview some people for a project, like a short short questionaire! i got pretty impatient! firstly, it's hard to find a willing 50 yr old and above male to do one! i asked my neighbour... proficient in english and malay and mandarin... and when i asked him nicely, he keeps thinking i'm asking for donation! i even showed him the paper... but noooo. he still wldn't believe me. like where am i supposed to find another 50++ guy to help do a silly interview at the last minute??
so basically, i'm in pain, with lots of work to do, but don't feel like doing work cos of pain. geddit? i'm having like an "attitude" now...pity, cant show it to anyone but well...myself! haha... too bad my bro is not at home now... and well, i'll feel super guilty if i'm snappish at my mom. maybe a blog does have a use!!! aha! now at least i can be snappish at ALL of you! =D aren't you guys just lucky! well, at least i'm not picking anyone! you all will get to feel the pain together! yeah yeah...but rite now, i got no time to be writing like a smartass. i have a lot of hw to do! i gotta decide whether i should play angry music like linkin park, eminem, alanis to suit my mood or play soothing music to calm me down like jazz...jamie cullum, the likes.
i promise, i'll snap at u another time, kays?
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Sunday, September 04, 2005
Spread the love for Kittens and CatsThere's this adorable itty bitty kitten at the void deck of my block! it's blackish, brownish, whitish...multi-coloured really. and it is soOooo cute. when my bro went down to get something or other from the shop, he told me that the kitten kinda just jumped on him! when i went down, there she was, perched on my brother's shoulder! it's like salem on sabrina's shoulders! sooo cute! then i played with her...and then she perched on my shoulder! (she's a shoulder percher!) and mind you, while it may seem cute and affectionate (she's a very friendly kitten! and smart too!) it is actually very VERY ticklish! so there i was... not moving very much..afraid the kitten would like fall or something (and afraid of being tickled some more!). it was raining pretty hard too! so, i decided to hall her Fisherman's Sunday! hahaha (and yay! which by legend, shld be raining everyday this week! brilliant! =D)
when shortly, the Cat Lady came down! she's this lady in my block who always feeds the cats around the neighbourhood! (which accounts for the fat cats i have in my block! haha) i've seen her...but have never talked to her. she had a can of cat food, and immediately the kitten jumped down to be fed. so the lady and i talked. it was nice to finally to get to know her. she LoVes cats! now, before you conjure up an image of an old cranky lady with grey hair in a messy bun like they feature in movies, this Cat Lady is perfectly normal looking like u and i! a normal wife...who just feeds cats cos she cares! she told me how some kids would kick cats..and the cause of it is parents who instill thoughts of cats being mean,scary dirty and not to be neared much less touched! seriously...i know parents have much reason to be wary of contracting something with all these diseases spreading and stuff. but the cats here are sanitised. to mark them, they cut the corner of the cat's ear. and even so, dont go giving the impression that cats are evil! kids have weird ideas in their heads! seriously! some kid had actually kicked a lil cat down the canal! that's cruel!!! let cats lie... they mean no harm.
the widespread image of cats is unfortunate. the underdogs to dogs! but cats are adorable...just look at this huge picture here! now don't u feel the love?? just cos they're small, they are easy victims. let's all protect cats! cats unite!!! and publish books/movies/songs abt cats beeing good! "eeek! the cat" shld return! topcat shld be on primetime tv! make garfield a compulsory textbook for all! and "smelly cat" by phoebe buffet (f.r.i.e.n.d.s.) be the national anthem!
but while that may take some time to be set in full swing, we shld take small steps to protect cats! one thing i learnt from the Cat Lady is that if u do find a kitten, don't put it in a box. it's easy for evil people to pick it up and throw it. instead, get a large cloth or blanket and place it in a corner, where the kitten can snuggle and sleep.
as for now, i shall make regular patrols under my block. Fisherman Sunday shld have the chance to grow big and strong and be a regular at ma block! =)
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