Friday, July 28, 2006
Summer Albumwell...i've yet to blog about summer! or post pictures in fact! it had been some crazy summer! i love summer school! i love the programme! i love the people! i love the stuff we did! it was awesome and great. minus the heavy workload tho. even so, i would recommend it to anyone seriously! it was worth the trip....
and speaking of trips, been to a few! kl, melaka and thailand (bangkok and ayutthaya)! let pictures speak for themselves....
i begin with KL! so it was a 7-men-and-women trip: tarana, claire, ahley, christian, safraz, audrey and me! this is in front of the royal palace! i think. hee...oh and the horse was sooo handsome and adorable! it licked me! and bit christian! hehe
Batu Caves...was just awesome! gorgeous gorgeous....also very steep steps....
me and claire. in front of this awesome awesome architectural beauty! and guess what? it's a railroad station. if only singapore puts that much effort in its stations....
and chilling out the last night in kl! after checking out the national monument of course!
and then there was melaka....
and after melaka...was the ever lovely thailand!
and some random stuff to go along....
and we leave you with a delightful fanfare of dance. also am tired of putting up pics! haha
wobbling out. goodnight!
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Monday, July 24, 2006
Buttercupsigh. it was over fast. and stillll i have essays to write! aaauuuuggghhh!!! damn it! late nights, no sleep, stress, panic. i'm churning out complete nonsense by the way! i'm so sick of writing essays now. damn damn damn it! ah well...
today. or more like yesterday. the little indescribable feeling of...hurt. sigh.
moving on... now a bit of a song Tarana and i sang at bangkok. one of the few songs my limited memory space can actually remember. hee. remember something about mary?
Build me UpWhy do you build me up (Build me up)
Buttercup baby just to let me down (Let me down)
And mess me around
And then worst of all (Worst of all)
You never call baby
When you say you will (Say you will)
But I love you still
I need you (I need you)
More than anyone darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (Build me up)
Buttercup Don't break my heart
cute song. back to essay now. busy day ahead! auuuggh! did i mention that hula boy is a friggin 2-faced bastard?? auuuughh!
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
Innocent Little Beingi'm baacck! with many thoughts a-pondering.
one of which is innocence. what is innocence? how do you define someone as innocent? someone who knows absolutely nothing? someone who has no experience whatsover? both? someone with doe-eyes, china-doll hair and a basket of posies for grandma in her hands? the definition for innocence is a curious thing. and i believe it is relative to the people surrounding you. you choose the definition.
all i know is that i dont want to be innocent. or labelled as such. what's so good abt it anyway? is it not the same as ignorant? and the labelling only invites others to see you one-dimensionally.
you could never ever possibly do anything bad, or anything at all! heaven forbid! it's unthinkable! good god golly gosh! shedding the image is, however, harder than it seems..as hard as i try. you kinda understand why britney did what she did.
i've been too idealistic all this freaking time. i gotta shed it all. else i may get hurt real bad some day. it all becomes too overrated. gotta shake up my world and tune it to reality. it's time to grow up a little. again, to lose innocence is not equivalent to losing morals and values. i know my limits and i know them well.
i just want to be seen as a woman. not a child.
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
Weekend GetawayOhmigod! KL was so freaking fun! my first trip away from singapore in years (and i mean YEARS) and it was great! damn it was too short. but i like the whole impulsive get-and-go thing. why be hesistant? a lot of times i believe i'm very hesistant. and i think it's good to make a decision quick, stick to it and seize the day! i'm learning a lot from this summer programme. there might be a whole brand new me! i'll try to post pictures when i can. i hate not having the internet. got to do something about my laptop. and i dont blog in the school library, which is why i'm looking over my shoulder every 5 minutes in paranoia. it would be very loserish to be caught blogging erm in public! hahaha but i've been itching to write for some reason. meantime, can't wait for the trip next week to melaka and thailand! yipee! now that will be freaking fun! and will definitely post pictures.
i want to be serious about my schoolwork. but damn it. i cant help thinking about next sem. another whole new adventure. ah well, till then, paaarrttaay.
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