// let virgin star conquer vice*

Saturday, December 30, 2006

Executed

Saddam: Trialed....and hung.

will it be milestone? will it emerge in our history books years to come?
i don't know. it doesn't feel as such. it doesn't feel so groundbreaking. it doesn't have that impact.

i guess cos violence still continues.

at least justice is done. i'm glad for that. despite how people argue it, he was a cruel dictator. and he was trialed by his own people. fair is fair.

yet....

why now? why today?
timing is absolutely distasteful.
and should his execution enter our history books, it would be an insult.
utterly distasteful.

` timed out--8:49 AM

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

Thesaurus

bore : verb weary by dullness
bored: adjective

thesaurus: dreary, dry, dull, flat, humdrum, interminable, monotonous, mundane, repetitive, soporific, stodgy, tedious, tiresome, unexciting, uninspiring, uninteresting, wearisome.

I'm bored.....BORED! i'm head-banging, tears-inducing, out-of-my-mind fucking BORED! and according to the every lovely and faithful Oxford Dictionary of mine since my early school days (which is in badly need of plenty of scotch-taping by the way), i'm also feeling dreary, dulled, flatted, humdrummed....blah blah blah. and you know how dictionaries are never wrong!

sigh......whine....groan...moan. i'm just not a stay-at-home person. i just cant. ok, fairly speaking, i did go out once or twice or thrice in the past couple of weeks. but house arrest is a damn bore. i'm tired of staying at home, watching tv/dvds, and sleeping. it's just too dreary. i have absolutely nothing to do, and leaving me to my thoughts is like leaving a squirrel with a truckful of nuts! yes! i can go nuts!

i'm thinking if 2 weeks of house arrest is enough to warrant me release. it is right?? right??? cos i'm hoping it is! and i'm hoping to get out of the house! and do something! like something fun! i think i've lost the ability to converse with people, now that i've lost touch with humans. ok...so i am exaggerating a little. ok, make that a lot. but it seems like it! i'm a social being! humans are social beings! we are meant to be one with society! and that means going out!

you think my mom will buy that if i sold this pitch to her?

well, plans as it, i've got a party tomorrow evening, a movie marathon with the gals on friday afternoon, saturday/sunday is hari raya haji so that means more staying at home, come monday i have nothing, tuesday is talk and lunch if i'm not wrong, but still leaves the evening pretty empty, and wed i start my watercolouring classes. which leaves me pretty vacantly vacant. i know it looks busy, but seriously, it's not.

at least i now know i can NEVER ever be a stay-at-home mom. Never!
people! let's make plans to party!!! =D

by the way, i'm hating CORS by the every minute of it! damn bloody stupid fucking annoying thingy that is soooo freaking idiotically insanely crappy bugger-y shitty irritatingly pulling-my-hair-out exasperatingly plaquing system!!! gwaaarrrrggght! WHY WONT YOU LET ME BID FOR MY MODULES????????

hmph. as you can tell, i am in need of some pampering and soothing and much needed assurance that the world will not end just because i couldnt bid for my modules at the moment.

now if you will excuse me, i shall take my thesaurus and light some candles.

` timed out--4:16 AM

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Title

Happy Merry Festy Season everyone! hope you all have loads of fun these last few days of the year! remember children, if you've yet to use up your year's party days, you better do it now... what better time to have fun, and er...be jolly? hehz

it was a festy merry movie/tv watching for me today tho! i'm not sure why, but i blasted the day today in front of the tube laughing my head off with two of my favouristest tv shows and a movie i completely ADORE!

1st off...a few episodes of the 6th season of sex and the city. i completely love the show! it's funny...but best of all is to check out the - as carrie bradshaw would say- "fabulous" fashions! gorgeous! i want to be in manhattan! i'm made for manhattan! i need to be manhattan! that's it! i've decided! i'm going to live in new york when i'm done studying! pack my bags there, begin as a starving designer, and then make it big somehow so i can look as fabulous as these leading ladies! ahh! the fashions are to die for! that and of course the city's exciting culture...blah blah...

and next off was the friends marathon they were showing on starworld! i LOVE friends! and i missed friends when it wasn't showing! i can watch it over and over again and still laugh at the same jokes, same characters, same everything lah.... and watching it suddenly makes things sooo much clearer for me! and makes me in a lighter mood of thought! phew! finally! trust friends to cheer up a chipper soul!

love actually...sigh where do i even begin?? i completely adore it! and while i love all the characters in the movie...i'm shall go off on how cute jamie (colin firth) was!!! love that bit! colin firth seems to be like the perfect romantic comedy leading actor to me! why not? he's absolutely dashing!

ahh..perfect weather to just kind of chill and watch a bit of movies here and there. got a bunch here left to watch that i borrowed from the sis...let's see, i've got chicago..which i am dying to watch... the italian job ...recommended by a friend, i just remembered!... dirty dancing..the original with patrick swayze, not exactly my idea of a hottie but oh wells... more sex and the city and oh yeah! sin city! so yeah! if anyone who's you know, backtracked like me, and wanna watch any of these with me, drop me an sms! i'm on house arrest anyways! hahaha

chipper than ever week! i'm dying to go out! it's so weird to stay at home so much! much appreciation to going out on weds with isk, weiq and then studio mate marc and his pal alex. had a blast of a time yesterday with two of my favouristest gals who just came back from their exciting holidays..ais and sumaya! i sooo need to go to nepal now hons! and THANK YOU sooo much for the lovely treat and company! laughing my head off the entire time with both u and andrew! you guys rock!

i still cant believe i have a week left. bummer.

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Thursday, December 21, 2006

Journal

it's a nice cool weather this night . not too wet, not too hot. just perfect. perfect time for comtemplation. perfect time to think. perfect time to share. and to drown in thoughts.

today...today i'll do something different.

instead of writing here, i will write in my journal.

what?? you think i write my intimate thoughts HERE? *snorts* yeah...right!

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Monday, December 18, 2006

Damage Control

ok. that was quick! damage control activation. mommy was not pleased that yours truly has been going out a lot these past couple of weeks (not my fault really! it's the hols!!) so here i am trying to control the damage impeded on me by staying at home. out less, in more! seems that some of my friends think the same thing! seriously...whose side are you guys on??? haha

charming my way back into mom's good books by spending the whole day at home today...made myself useful...aka helped jaga my niece aisyah. we went to the ocean....got bitten by sharks and crocodiles, and for some strange reason, cows too that was found in the ocean. went driving in a car, where we had to tap our ez-link cards...lay down on the beach and counted stars..so romantic right? and played with bears with names such as Cubit and Kangkang. and she laughs soooo hard whenever i sing Habibi. seriously, i'm sure my singing is not THAT bad. oh wait..it's storming right here....hmmm nah...can't be....

i love Aisyah to bits!!!!

anyhow...this happens. mom's starting to cool down. but aiyah...she has a point. i shouldn't go out sooo much! still the daughter of the house! tsk tsk...don't know what's gotten into me this hols! anyhow's, party hasn't ended yet...just slowed down a little. figured that at this point, the only things that i MUST do before school starts again is...

1) meet up with friends i've yet to meet up with.
2) watch scarface!!!! i've not watched that! and the godfathers!!! i wanna watch it again! (as you can tell, an al pacino fan! hehe) and the graduate!!! that means movie marathon! su! nads!
3) swim! i wanna swim!!!! but less likely if this weather continues! bah!
4) ride the bumper car!!!!! ok..ever since my neighbour mentioned it a couple of weeks ago, i've been DYING to ride the bumper car! gwargh! but where? i dont want to spend 16 bucks on escape cos all the other rides suck. :(

so that's bout it! that's all i wanna do! hehe sooo different from my holiday list previously. it's like resolutions...it just gets shorter...and shorter. i'm so proud of me! i've turned realistic! hehe...

and speaking of movies, i LOVE V for Vendetta (yes yes...slow. i'm the backtracked movie watcher) it's soooo good! i cant believe i didnt want to watch it when it released in the cinema. silly stupid me! good movie! makes u think, no? and i luuurrrvvee the way they spoke! the clipped british accent. the clear pronunciation, the rounding of syllables. nice! then watched russian dolls, a french movie. preettty draggy...but check this out...

the lead actor Romain Duris...looks EXACTLY like Adam Brody from the O.C!!! i kid you not! just look!!!

ok...so the one on the left/top (however this pics orientate themselves after i publish this post) is romain duris, french actor in russian dolls. the one one the right/bottom is my adam brody also known as seth cohen in the O.C! don't they look alike? ok...had to use side profile for both to compare. plus hard to get pics of romain duris! anyhow, he looked alot like my adam brody, who i think is absolutishly cute!!!!

more seth cohen tribute...sortish.

i love it when he smiles!!! so cute, funny and sweet! ok, the only i seriously i mean only reason why i watch the o.c. him and summer of course! perfect couple!

it is still raining! with bursts of showers here and there! wow! it looks like it's going to be one rainy night! nice to curl up in! which makes me wonder...why the hell am i in front of the computer???

ciao bella!

ps: i realised how i hate this skin! bah...i wanna change it. soooo leceh....

` timed out--7:29 AM

Friday, December 15, 2006

Spotless

The Holiday! ok, watched it with arly and shikah to-day. a lovely holiday-ish kind of movie to remind you that yes, it is the holidays. that is, until results come out. which by the way did, in a twilightish sorta way as results are supposed to be out on the 26th. oddness. oh wells. anyhow don't ask about my results. i wont talk. haha...

anyhow, shan't think abt it and concentrate on good happy things! like the movie! and the ever sexy jude law! i mean...come on! look at him! he's sooooo hot and charming and sexy! there's something about him that screams sexiness! swoons....

well, anyways, two weeks of holidays have passed. and two more to go! pretty fast if u ask me, and i'm not sure if i have done anything productive so far! other than catching up with friends of course! that is always fun and great! love my friends! and i guess i wanna spend the rest of my holidays with fun-ness and well, just feeling rested and happy. it didn't matter if i didn't get to travel this holidays...i'm pretty content at the moment....

i think the gift of forgetfulness is truly a great thing! to forget and carry on. and pretend nothing happened and everything is back to normal! forget disasters, forget pain, forget failures, forget hurt, forget sadness.... it's a medicine we all need sometimes. it's prob not the most mature solution...but it is the most effective. yet sometimes, it is hard to forget. so hard.

why? cos part of us want to remember. remember that feeling, remember that detail.

i'm supposed to be good at forgetting. an expert even. so why is it so damn hard now? sighs.

which is why i support distractions. and distractions support me! we go hand in hand. haha

may this feeling of contentment last. till i get stronger at least. and then i can fight. but for now, let me be in my bubble....

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Thursday, December 07, 2006

A Change Would Do You Good...

ok...sooo finally changed my blog skin. the old one was just...well...old. did a thing or two with it...but damn! cant get archives to where its supposed to me. it decided to run off and climb like a monkey. haiz.... perhaps another day day.

oooh! and i've updated the links too. i know i know...been long time. and hey! if i havent linked u and want to be linked, let me know! feebz! dina! if you're reading this yeah? hees...

goodnight everyone

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Saturday, December 02, 2006

Vivovivo

the following will upset many people and cause them to hate me more than they already do. why?

because i've finished my exams... muahahahhaha

finally. one of the few to end early and loving it. heck, we deserved it, considering the hell load of work we did during term time! so after polishing off a nasty nasty building structures exam, we shuttled off to vivo city.

and damn! it was my first time there, and i LOVE it! it's soooo cool! it has some pretty cool stores, and the roof garden! i love the roof garden! overlooking the sea. and pacific coffee cafe. man...chilling on the deck was lovely! and its HUGE! like big, you know?

and like we were hopping from store to store. ok, so shopping with anusha and lewina will result in serious shopping. i.e. where there is a store, or anything that remotely looks like a store: enter. hehe...we tried on gowns. i tried a chocolate one which anusha chose for me and i felt like a princess in it...wheeee!

and i realised that there is this opinion about people, and clothes. we were checking out clothes and then friends will go "this is sooo you, naweera" or "this is sooo eudora" "this is so anusha!". fine so maybe its a friend thing or a studio thing. and then in GAP, gal turned to her girlfriend and went "that is sooo you!"
so this "this/that is so you" thingy is new to me. a new kind of identity indicator? the type of clothes we'll go for? in-teresting. so apparently, i'm a gal who love browns and golds and bronzes etc...hehe. which is true. but i do like other things. depending on my mood.

yeah. i like vivocity! and most likely, i'll visit it qute often. hehehe

haiz. i'm fighting off sleep so i could do more things than sleep. sleep is such a waste of time. watched the man u- mid match with my bro. and like there was a pt where the crowd cheered something that was similar to "you are my sunshine" song. sooo cute. hehe

ok. i'm sleeping now. on the basis that my eyes really cant open now. hehs. well, just typed enough to make everyone jealous that i finished my exams. mission accomplished. hahaha

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