Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Siblingsok..so maybe i'm not ready to close this blog just yet. don't get me wrong, i'm still not too happy with it. i just felt like it had no purpose...or a direction. and then i figured, hell, it is a sounding board for all my stupid rantings and thoughts and what nots. and the question is, why not? maybe cos i was feeling hissy at that time when i figured, "hey! let's plug this one off." eventually i will i guess, but prob not now... hate it, like it, not my problem hons. i'm just happy i get to write something at least! hehe....
life has been good so far. been pretty busy, as usual, but busy in a good way. my mom is off visiting my aunt in dubai at the moment, which means that it's just the bro and me in this house of ours. sure, it's fun to be master and commander of the ship now, but it also gets awfully quiet. well, half the time my bro is at work, and half the time i'm in school anyways...
but i realise keeping house between the two of us is a pretty comical affair. well, to me at least. so my mom left a note on the fridge stating a few ground rules... allow me to repeat...
1. Washing machine --> dial D (how to work the washing machine of course)
2. Water plants, don't let my plants mati (which means water the plants, don't let it die)
3. Clean the house
4. Check everything before going out
5. NO visitors Fahmy - Girls, Naweera- Boys.
which i find extremely funny. especially rule 2 and 5.
ok..background info on rule 2. a few years ago, my mom went on a week long trip to KL. that was the first time she's been away the longest. Again it was just me and my bro. and we forgot to water the plants! ok...not forget. we did water them, but not regularly. and as a result...well, they didn't look too healthy let's put it this way. ohmigod!!! my mom was sooo mad at us, it was terrible! see...my mom's plants are like her pride and joy. and yeah...till this day, we could not live it down! heck, when my mom went to dubai a couple of days ago, my uncle aptly jokingly reminded us to water the plants. that was how memorable we got!
so now...now we water the plants. and i notice the funny way we go bout doing it. as we dont get to see each other often, me and my brother, we resort to technology. so what'll i get during the day in terms of sms would be...
'Plants watered. 12.45pm'
likewise, i'd sms
'plants watered 7.45 am'
and that is how me and my bro communicate. our static report for the day.
i have nooooo idea why but it seems that the moment my mom is away, the plants turn against us! i swear! ok, i admit, i'm not into gardening. and my mom has a lot lot of plants (those who have been to my place would know that) and i mean...how hard can it be right? like point, water..voila! but noooo...i have no idea why, but as regularly we water the plants, the leaves will somehow still turn yellow and brown! wth?? why?? why?? freaking idiotic plants!!!! grrr.... it's a conspiracy i tell you!!!
but enough about plants. rule 5. so, my mom is conservative. sometimes a little too conservative for my liking. i don't think she ever settled with the idea that i have both gal and guy friends. which is well, a little pissy. cos i get along great with my guy friends. cept she "frowns upon" me hanging out with them. haiz...it's not like anything scandalous goes on! heck! they're all like my homies! but of course, moms are moms....
same thing with my bro. which i totally sympathise with him more considering he's already 27? man... it's a lot weirder for him when a rule like that comes his way...
not that either me or my bro follows much of those rules. hehe...the other day my bro brought his friends over to watch soccer...and
one of them was a girl! gasp! *mock horror* haha heck, makes the road clear for me now! cept now no time to hang out much. work work work....
i realise tho that i never really like any of my bro's gal pals. the guys are fine..but i feel very iffy abt the gals. i think it's the protective sisterish thing going on. somehow i have a feeling these girls will one way or another hurt my bro! i'd wish my bro would hang out with some nicer better gals who don't wear way too much make-up and eat prissily. in fact, wish he'd hang out with better people too! influence influence.
i realise that my bro and i are more alike than we think we are. i used to think that my sis and i are practically carbon copies. but lately no. bro and i cannot handle money, we are easily influenced, play way too much, ambitious but lazy...and has a strong liking to the arts. well, for him music, and me drama and art. ugh. and i complain abt my bro all the time!
sibling bonding when the mama cat is away. i still call him a an annoying monkey tho! hehe
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
Feeling Itchygwaaargh. in studio now and am quite bored. ok, was supposed to do work but am sooo procrastinating. but i need to do work. but i need a breath of fresh air. away from studio for a while. but there's only so far i can go. and i need to do work. ok...i'm getting no where with this...
been feeling both depressed and happy at the same time the past weekum, since sunday. feeling itchy too. like i'm waiting for something to happen but nothing is! but i'm still expecting it. maybe i'll get a windfall! woohoo! now wouldn't that be great? plus i realise how much i hate myself. don't you? cos i totally do! and i would totally understand it if you would too! hate my life...cos nothing goes right. (ps: this has nothing to do with schoolwork cos schoolwork has been alright so far) so there's something else. and it's worse. at least there's a cure for schoolwork. is there a cure for a malady i'm facing through right now? yeah...i'm sure there is. it's called time. but i dont have time. here i go talking to myself again...haha
anyhow...got news. i'll be closing this blog soon. like after i post a final farewell bid or something. i never can find anything interesting to write anyhow!
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Friday, January 12, 2007
No ideathe week of scool has been pretty good so far. and it seems that things are starting to look up. hooray for the year 07! =)
forensic science is COOL! seriously...it's worth the 700 points we had to pay for that one module! it's a great interactive module. ok...despite the fact that the lecture hall is in some ulu part of science...it's a pretty fun module! did a mock-up of a court case...and it was funny...and deputy public prosecutor stella tan (yes yes...you have seen her name like all over the papers!) was NOT someone i'd expect for a dpp! she was tall, pretty, smart and has a good sense of humour! damn! these people should never exist! but she's cooool! i wanna be cool like her too! and we read some of real cases...and i'm quite convinced that there REALLY are sick people out there. seriously. *shudders*
was planning to stay overnight today to finish up my work...so that i can play tomorrow. but of course, there was NOBODY at all in studio!!!! NOBODY!!! not a single soul! damn i'm not going to work alone! how depressing it'll be. plus just after learning all these murders/abductions/rapes and all....*shudders again*. walau.....no, i'd rather not be chopped up and be made into asam pedas, thank you very much. guess will have to work tomorrow night then. :( next time, if there really is no one, i'll bring my laptop with internet connection. at least there'll be some form of company in msn! hehe
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being away from news is quite a chore. has not been reading the news...till i learnt sociologist professor ananda rajah passed away. may he rest in peace. quite a pity. wish i'd known him better.
life is so short. if i could, i would like to meet and know, even a little bit, of every single one on earth. but that's not possible, unfortunately. =(
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Thursday, January 04, 2007
The Cards Don't Lie, Do They?what crazy fun today! was planning to spend the day with cassie, nurul and iskandar today at town, but i couldn't come as i had some crazy bidding to do. was majorly worried i couldn't get my science gem...cos then there's nothing else i could do! or was remotely interested in doing...plus the possibility of my grandma coming over to collect something meant that I had to stay home even more...
and so, thinking i'd be all home alone, bored out of my mind... the lovely peeps came over instead! whee!!! a nice surprise...(ok not really, seeing they called an hour before! hehe) but still!
talking laughing watching gilmore girls season 3 debating jess vs dean mosquito dai dee love fortunes loads of junk food pizza....
and yes i have crazzzy friends.
even the pizza guy knows it. made mua ask the guy on the other line what they're 28 toppings were! which of course the pizza guy laughed...and of course relaying the toppings to my giggly friends in between was a hilarious affair! settled for a five cheeze pizza with mushrooms and chicken slices! yums!
and of course later, sending the peeps to the bus stop was another comical affair. nurul and cassie, seeing their bus approaching at a distance RAAAAAANNN after the bus like some maniacs...and this dude who walked passed us, turned around and muttered "siao char bor" in which iskandar and i just laughed out loud. see nurul, ur the one who always run after the 76 bus...not me! hehehe
nothing beats hanging around with a bunch of crazy people!
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Tuesday, January 02, 2007
The JudgmentHow is it, that even though you know what coming at you, and are already expecting the worst, could you still feel as scared, and worried and anxious as could be?
i'm far too anxious to think straight. and mom is not making it any better.... sigh.
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Monday, January 01, 2007
New YearHappy New Year one and all!
ok...at first...i wanted to put up a photoblog entry to recap the past yr, rather than write em out.
and then i got lazy. and then it got too late. and then i realised i dont have all the photos i wanted to put up. and so i realised....ah well! forget it!
brief recap: 2006 was a yr of many new things that i think defined me as a person. or made me realise about myself. and new experiences. half good, half bad, and half still undefined. and that's abt it!
what i expect of 2007? : no idea...got 3 resolutions (kept it small this time! haha) other than that, no idea! go with the flow! and see where it'll bring me. hope the world would be a better place tho. let's hope there's less deaths in the coming yr. we can hope, cant we?
happy new yr to one and all! cheers!
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